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Originally posted by patentparanyc
One of the questions bnb asked me the other day is why I stick around. One of the answers I gave my good friend by email was that I want to leave on my own terms and not be forced out a la purse junkie or paigow--maybe my stubborn streak? she replied at what point is that more important than your own self-preservation and self esteem and is it a form of control if you "insist" on not giving in just for the sake of not giving in? she had a very valid point. obviously I didn't really truly listen since I'm here but I at least agreed to compartmentalize and try my best not to engage in that type of senseless bickering it is draining. but it is food for thought
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good goal to go out on your terms. I worry if I will make before they fully destroy me first. it's a frickin dog eat dog world in law and all over the shit table scraps that the real power brokers toss at us. I need more than xanax at this point.
