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Originally posted by bold_n_brazen
Does anybody have ahem friends ahem who have experimented with this drug? Can anyone give me any anecdotal information on what it's like to be high on this stuff?
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Imagine someone finding and activating the little nerve endings in your brain that stimulate every cell in your body to feel an almost orgasmic pleasure in waves and waves and waves . . . .
I was on MS-Contin (the less synthetic version of OxyContin - basically, pure morphine) for quite some time, both because I stumbled onto a huge supply of it, and because it was just so damn pleasurable. Still able to function, but always a little dreamy. No pain, no worries, just - huge physical pleasure. And, I don't mean an anesthetised absence of pain - I mean, waves of pleasure through the whole body.
Drugs like are so addicting simply because the feeling is so wonderful that the absence of that feeling can make you cry once you've had it for a while. Quitting is simply the dreary and hopeless acceptance that you are consigning yourself to never again feeling that wonderful coursing of pleasure through your body - and it's a hard thing to convince yourself that there's any good in that. I would have rather given up sex. Fortunately, the supply ran out after eight months, I went through temporary hell, (it's much easier to quit if you have no choice, since you can't get any more) and was done.
